DREAM #1
I'm in college, and I'm here because I was inspired by a somewhat famous influencer who works in tech. But I've just heard that he's been cancelled, and I feel terrible for him. I don't know if the allegations are true or not, but I have some of his writings that I think might clear up what I think about his character. The problem is, I don't know where I put the writings! They were handwritten on little crumpled scraps of paper.
I go through the wet, green woods looking for any trace of where these scraps of paper might be. I find little post-it sized notes here and there, unaffected by the mushy, mossy forest floor.
INTERPRETATION #1
I guess a piece of me is afraid that my career pivot will end up being unpopular in the eyes of other people. I am really working on putting up an emotional shield in which I only let in the things I choose instead of automatically absorbing the emotions of the people around me, but it's very challenging for me. I really envy the people who don't at all care what people think. I definitely think I care less about what people think than I used to, but I do still care too much too often.
DREAM #2
I'm in the shower and I'm using up the very last of my sugar scrub scalp shampoo.
INTERPRETATION #2
I was on vacation when I had that dream, and I think this was me yearning for my stuff back home, and also being worried that I would use up my limited toiletries while on vacation.
