Friday, August 4, 2023

I can't leave the mental hospital until I pass an aptitude test for a job. (dream)

 


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DREAM

I wake up in a nightgown in a bed. It's daylight. There are other beds next to mine. People are milling about. Then I realize I'm in a mental hospital. I get up and explore my limited possibilities around the room. I talk with the fellow patients and the nurses. A nurse explains to be that I won't be allowed to leave unless I pass an aptitude test for the thing I studied in my master's program. 

"Can I study for this test?" 

The nurse laughs and says, "No!" 

I get that you're not supposed to study for an aptitude test, but it's not fair that I should have to see whether or not I would like this job before I can be released back into larger society. 

I don't think I'll pass, so I start looking around for ways to escape. I'm considering charging at the nurses at the front doors. 


INTERPRETATION

I'm not really interested in what I went to school for my master's degree anymore. So I'm looking for alternatives to traditional work, like freelancing, or maybe trying to get something traditionally published again. But I definitely feel a pressure from friends and random people, like neighbors, to pursue what I studied, or get some other traditional job.