Monday, August 7, 2023

Swimming With Sea Monsters to Get to My Love (dream)

Image by Midjourney


DREAM

The sky is gray. It's cold and windy out on the deck of the ship I'm on. I have to get to another ship across from this one. I can see the other ship from where I stand. But there is a monster in the ocean between us. 

I live in a multiverse of scenarios though. In one scenario, I jump into the water and the monster gets me. In another, I make it. But it's the third scenario that engages me the most. 

A girl falls in love with the man I want to marry. I can't allow myself to die and leave him to her. So I recklessly jump into the water and cross to the other ship, barely even thinking about the monster. Then I cling to the man I believe I am destined to marry. She politely steps aside, not knowing that if I had died, she would have been his lover. And I don't plan on telling her.


INTERPRETATION

I'm heading for middle age now, but I still think about the boy I had a passionate crush on when I was a teenager--the man I was supposed to marry in this dream. In real life, he's got a wife and kids and a fancy job, and hopefully he's very happy! But I guess in this dream, history is rewritten, and I end up the winner.